
My BJJ journey began way back in 2003. I like most of us saw the UFC and witnessed Royce Gracie do some things that weren't seen before. Here is this guy from Brazil wearing a karate uniform being led to the ring by some unknown family members. He looks normal. Not all big or muscluar like you'd expect in this type of contact sport. Then the bell rings and he gets busy! I have to learn this was my first thought. At the time I was doing Aikido. I thought Aikido was the perfect art for me. It fit who I was TRYING to be at the time. I was trying to be.......Steven Segal. I saw his movies and wanted to have that ability. I wanted to have guys rushing me and falling by the wayside with a simple movement. We did some ground stuff in class but it was mostly learning how not to get grabbed. All good skills to have don't get me wrong. But, when we did get grabbed in class and went to the ground I relied on my highschool wrestling background. Scramble to get up! Royce showed me ok, you're on the ground, you can still control this fight and finish it without causing major damage. PERFECT. Now where in the heck can I learn BJJ?

At the time St.Louis didnt have any BJJ schools that I knew of. I searched the web but most of the schools in the 90's were on the West Coast. So, I continued to train Aikido. Flash forward a year later and I happen to check the area yellow pages and there it was! Gracie Jiu-Jitsu! Blackbelt Rodrigo Vaghi was teaching in St.Louis! I called, checked out a class and signed up the next day. That was 2003. Rodrigo is a 4th degree blackbelt under Rickson Gracie. He is brazilian and trained at the original Gracie academy with Rickson, Royce, Royler, Rolker, Saulo and Xande etc. Not to mention Master Helio! How lucky that we here in St.Louis have an authentic Gracie JiuJitsu student among us willing to share all he has learned. There are tons of guys I've talked to that say we are very very lucky to have someone straight from the source of BJJ. I think we take that for granted at times.
I havent used my luck as I should. I started like everyone, gung ho about BJJ. I went to class 4-5 days per week. Bought videos, bought magazines and books. I studied all I could. All I wanted to do was work, coach and train. I was making great progress. Then I got a little injury and started slacking off. Four days became 3, then 2, then 1 finally a few weeks off. A few weeks off became a month. Then a month became months. I began making excuses as to why I couldnt go train. I'm tired, my______ hurts, there's to much traffic, I have a meeting etc. I made every excuse as to why I couldnt make the 25min drive to train. Once again I am so lucky to have a great teacher like Rodrigo 25mins away from me. Some guys have driven from as far as Nebraska and Wisconsin for a weekend of training at our gym. They have all said the same thing: I wish we had a blackbelt of his caliber close to us.
So, here it is August 2008. I'm still a very dirty white belt with no stripes. I can count on two hands how many times I've trained this YEAR. Guys that I started with in 2003 are purple belts. One of my former students is a BLUE belt. I know its not about the belt and I know you have to train to improve. I'm hoping by reevaluating my goals and this blog I will stroke that fire to train and compete. I really like BJJ. I like the fact that what you learn can be used on anyone regardless of size. Its a stress relief. Its great exercise. You can train well into old age. Master Helio is 93! We have guys at our gym as old as my dad and kick my butt with no problems. Just need the motivation.
